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just maybe i’m overthinking
wouldn’t be first, i’m certainly worse off
i’m playin’ it so so so soft
like driving myself fucking crazy
spending my whole life, fucking off online
blank faces blur in a timeline,
i don’t even wanna know a fucking timeline
yeah, i wanna be dead so badly
gotta bad case, i’m seeing her face, i’m
too sick it’s so frustrating
i wanna be brave to say it
i’m begging myself to fake it
i’m aching, i’m bending myself
to break, i’m ready to say it
true friends are willing to take it
start treating my grief as knots, i’m tuggin’ at threads
’til something unlocks, right?
can’t hardly know what it means, like
i’m going out for another coffee
taking my ghost straight out of this body
this host ain’t doing it for me
this daily ritual mourning
so this morning, we’re gonna find purpose
what i’ve been called to, call it soft service
catharsis dressed like a furnace
sounds great! no need to fucking complicate it!
i wanna be brave to say it
i’m begging myself to fake it
i’m nervous, i’m running my mouth
today, don’t care what i’m saying
i’m itching to throw my weight in
stay soft, i wanna stay softer
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